Wednesday, December 2, 2009
5:27 PM ● 2 December 2009

Juz came back from skewl . Late for my exams juz now . OMG ! Im so lucky ii get to take da exam . But ii dunt really do my exams properly . I swear ii cant concentrate at all . My mind was really full of her cant get rid of it & ii dunnoe whye ...


Reached home mother told me dat ii got a new job . Father recommend me . Den ii ask how much da pay & working hours . Wen ii get to noe my reaction was like WOW ! Gerek siul ! Kaye aku hahas . BlaBlaBla ii still not in a condition wit her till now ...

I on my lappy . ChatChatChat . & She on9 . Chat wit her n she say . DUNT TOK TO ME .. ii was like aper citer siul dekni . Actually ii noe wats guink on cume step blur jek . I noe diz gnna happen . All we do is fight fight fight . . . R yu enjoying diz my dear ??? I noe im stupid lurrhs kn even mother says dat to me . I shudnt haf post dat . But ii juz wan yu to realise wake up chnged plz . favour . Dunt tink dat ii dunno wen yu were wit me hmmx ii dowanna say it here ii dowan to burok ur namer or watever . I found diz out myself without any help kay . I told yu i'll kip digging & digging till ii get to noe evryting . ur hp wasnt wit me .. ii didnt check it but ii still noe . hmmx . Look hus behind yu , Hus looking at yu ... hmmx . Cummon im at fault ii realise it . I noe yu gnna say diz . "ITS OWAYS ABOUT YU" some sort lytat . Wen ii ask yu sumting . haf yu ever ans me properly sumtyms yu dunt even wanna ans . Yu leave me once & yu duink it again . Enjoying hurting people lurhhs kn . Eh hello im here tahan nan prangai yu kay . Im still waiting da best from yu . But wat yu show to me ??? NOTHING ??? I GET NOTHING GET IT ! . N wen ii tok about ur attitude , yu hate it n say ii yg slalu btol yu je yg salah . Whye yu saying dat??? so dat ii will stop nagging at yu ??? Once ii tok about yu , yu hate it lurhhs , yu say ii dun undrstand yu lurhhs watver sume terkluar . Sedar uyk sikit . After dat incident ii say ii wan do sumting but ii chnge my mind . ii sabar nan yu cian kn yu . Tak smpai ati . But wats diz ??? I kene pijak kpale izit ?? Im not trying to put the blame on yu . We take da blame together fair enuf ??? Aku masih syg ko . Ko phm ??? KO senang2 escape dari masalah sume . Suke lari dari masalah . asl tak brani eh ??? hmmx . I noe ur damn mad at me ryte now . Im sorie ! Terpulang pade yu nak maafkn ke tk . Aper yg ii tawu slamer nie yu mntk maaf ii maafkn . Yu say sorie n PROMISE it wont happen again . ii remember dat kay ! But wats dis . Yur trying to say dat promises are meant to be broken eh ??? How am ii gnna trust yu ??? I takan kluar kn yg rabak peh uyk kay . I wanna see how honest yu r kay . So far for me . YUR NOT HONEST TO ME .
I really feel like wanna say about dat out but hmmx cian plak . If wanna noe ask me urself kay .

Love You ,
Yayat

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( Run to the city. )